We started talking about how EMDR was helping and what was I doing with it. All very positive. She listened to me talk about The Art Project llc. What might be future hopes and dreams reinventing it for Cortez, CO. I think I might at least give it a shot. Get all my paperwork in order, my artist resume. and revamp the brochure. It needs to be updated. The gift of art, is priceless. It touches our lives in so many ways, mostly positive.
When I am working my clay, the outside world ceases to exist. When I wedge the clay, I can beat the clay without injuring myself, or others, And then comes the peace of what am I going to create today.
I finished up some Spirit Dolls that was started 8 months ago. A great satisfaction in the finishing, but kinda sad for me. But I still have tons of projects to finish up. I am good at starting, but really slow to finishing. LOL
Oh yes, we also talked about the "Paint Parties" right now they have to travel almost 100 miles round trip to do one. I can offer one here, in their own homes, give the hostess her class for free, and still make enough to maybe have cable back in home. I like the company of the tv. Also very important to have the internet. I tend to isolate myself. But not in a harmful way. Its going to be about trust, and probably always will be.
I have my art, my clay, my pages that I keep up on face book. So, I am still interacting, just on my terms, and that is ok. Perfectly acceptable.
I am excited to start putting this together. But back of my mind is the dark cloud, telling me its ok if it doesn't come to fruition. Its always going to be there, but I am working my way thru it. to at least give it a try. You cannot fail, if you do not try....You cannot be successful if you do not try.
Long day, but I wanted to post a bit and show you the pictures of the new items. Peace out, be safe, and kind.
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